Sunday, December 9, 2012

Guilty


Does the feeling of guilt serve a purpose? If so, what is it?
If it serves no purpose, why not? 

http://tfaswift.com/2012/11/16/guilty/

I feel guilt over many things. Does it serve a purpose? I think it depends on what you have done. 

It could serve as a reminder to why one shouldn't be doing something "bad". 
As to no purpose, it just makes you feel bad.

I lied to my mom, when she visited last year. I didn't feel guilty then, but since I have lost her I do. It was a harmless lie but now it feels huge.

I think guilt makes us think before we act. We may not always act right but hopefully we thought about it.

This is me

Question 2
I was born late at night almost 6 weeks early. I wasn't even five pounds when I arrived. I had to be in an incubator to stay alive. Of course my Nana says you would never know that to look at me now! You could barely tell my mom was pregnant with me. She bent one of the stirrups having me! I have her strength and my own weaknesses. I survived those early days in May, and later with a very protective mother, to grow, to be, to make her proud.

http://tfaswift.com/2012/11/16/this-is-me/#comment-690

Letter to a ghost

I read:  http://tfaswift.com/2012/11/16/letter-to-a-ghost/ and I wanted to try it. So there is the link to their page. I'm suppose to answer on both blogs.
Question/task 1.
Letter to a ghost:

Mom,

I love you, I miss you. It's only been a few weeks since I lost you, since the phone call that changed life as I know it. The pain is still so raw, I cry every day, I talk to you every day, wishing I could pick up the phone and hear your voice, knowing I never will again.

I had told you and I truly mean it, you were my best friend, the one I could go to about anything at any time. I knew you would always love me, unconditionally, and you did. You were ALWAYS there for me, I wish I could of been there for you. Maybe if I hadn't moved away, maybe if I had pushed to get you closer, maybe. My life is now filled with that word. 

My life now has a void and my heart aches at the worlds loss of you. Did you know how much you were loved by so many? Did you know you were beautiful? Did you believe me when I told you? Do you now? Do you know the world is a worse place without you in it? 

You gave your love freely, and some did not deserve it! 

I brought you home. I have your things. I'd rather have you. You gave me courage to do so much, how will I continue that?  My friends say the pain will lessen, right now that seems impossible. I can't imagine my life without you but I have no choice. 63, you were still young! 

I love you mom, you were the best, you taught me so much, helped me so much, went through so much. Thank you for everything you did for me.

I miss you! Always....





starting out

I seen something I wanted to try but I needed a blog....facebook isn't enough info to share?!?!? lol